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Bite_me13
21 August 2005 @ 05:29 pm
I have decided to make a new, friends only journal. You have all been invited. The username is Buddha_Belly_


I hope you all add me, as I plan to stop adding into bite_me13


Later
 
 
Current Mood: amusedamused
 
 
Bite_me13
07 August 2005 @ 10:55 pm
It seems to me that things have become quite simple. I am liking people more and feeling less bitchy and insane. This is a good thing i assure you.
 
 
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
 
 
Bite_me13
04 March 2005 @ 05:15 pm
decided i should start updating this more. I am sick and tired. Like is long and dull as of now and i feel so bored of it all. My friend, Matt gives me both a crappy and happy feeling. i am over it, i really am. it's not his fault at all, it is all mine, but i cant help it, i am sick in my head i suppose. i am not kidding, i really am. i am messed up and turned loose. i am sick and i hate myself.

stole this from Caitlin, thanks:

YOUR FRESHMAN YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL

[What year was it?]
umm...2002-2003


[What were your three favorite bands?]
no doubt, blink 182 and save ferris, ha ha ha

[What was your favorite outfit?]
jeans and some shirt, i dont know what shirt. i think i was going through a punk phase at the time
[What was up with your hair?]
it was always in a little shitty bun or down...it still is

[Who was your best friend?]
Laura Rheaume ( she still is)

[What did you do after school?]
i came home and went online, i was pathetic


[Where did you work?]
i didn't.

[Did you take the bus?]
no, parents drove me

[Who did you have a crush on?]
i liked a bunch of different people, it was a very new time for me because of the variety of boys all around


[Did you fight with your parents?]
ya


[Who did you have a CELEBRITY crush on?]
heath ledger

[Did you smoke cigarettes?]
no


[Did you lug all of your books around in your backpack all day]
ya.

[Did you have a 'clique'?]
no, just me and laura and occasios some people joined us but typically it was laura and i

[Did you have a "Max" like Zach Kelly and Slater?]
huh?

[Admit it, were you popular?]
i knew everybody, but i didn't think myself popular.

[Who did you want to be just like?]
laura

[What did you want to be when you grow up]
i wanted to be a photographer

[Where did you think you'd be at the age you are now?]
dead...no joke

[What advice would you give your freshman self?]
stop worrying and being miserable, life is going to only get lamer.
 
 
Current Mood: sadsad
 
 
Bite_me13
17 December 2004 @ 03:59 pm
I never update this...
...maybe one day i should
damn u myspace
 
 
Bite_me13
22 August 2004 @ 08:24 pm
Life is funny. You choose how you react to people....and when you act out of the ordinary you're stuck. This is sort of how my mind works...i am me, and i dont care what people feel i should do or be...i have always been like this BUT now i considor what he thinks, i want him to like me. i mean, he does, but i dont want him to stop. i am being weird and i cant figure out why, its not like i have never dated someone before, why does he stand out from the others? why do i torture myself for his approval? I am breaking up with him tonight, things are better this way, i need to not lose myself.

I just broke up with him. Things feel better now. i feel better already. he doesnt, he is "heartbroken" he says. that isnt true though, he can find a new girl in seconds flat. He needs a girly girl, very feminine that doesnt mind taking orders and being dumb so he can feel better about his intelligence level. A beautiful girls, with the stereo typical blue eyes, long blonde hair and size 0 pants. i cant be that girl. I never was, and i will never be that person...and thats fine with me i guess.

SOMEONE comment and make me feel better better, encourage me, :-D
 
 
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Take another piece of my heart - Janis Joplin
 
 
 
Bite_me13
21 August 2004 @ 05:02 pm

Would i be a hyporcrite if i changed myself physically for a guy??????

 

ya i would.........but how much do i like him? is he worth it? am i good enough how i am?

 

I just dont know.

 
 
Bite_me13
11 August 2004 @ 08:10 am
I am not the type of girl that trusts the male species....too many bad things come out of this vague concept of love. however, i do enjoy the company of someone named Miles. I do enjoy being around someone that doesnt care about sex so much. He is a Cancer. Virgos work well with Cancers. maybe i can start to care about you boys again. Maybe.........
 
 
Current Mood: lovedloved
 
 
Bite_me13
09 August 2004 @ 09:00 pm
back from spain. pretty glad to be home. i couldnt take one more day with certain people. but besides that i did have a great time.
 
 
Bite_me13
20 July 2004 @ 12:01 pm

THINGS ARE SO MUCH BETTER

 

SORRY FOR BITCHING

 

I HAVE NO ISSUES NOW!!!

 

I LOVE LIFE

 

THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER and BRIGHTER!!!

 
 
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
 
 
Bite_me13
13 July 2004 @ 04:44 pm
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and if i ever said i loved u i was wrong...shouldve done this all along, i fucking hate u
and i hate myself for ever loving u
 
 
Current Mood: angry like no other
Current Music: the voices in my head